Feeling Blue

I am feeling blue right now. I have been in this state for a couple of days now because I was not able to get the job that I have been longing sinxce I was in college. I applied as a marketing officer of a retail brand but they have not called since. I remember I was wearing my corporate atture, my hair tied in a bun, I got my suitcase with me and I rtopped off ny look with a nice, classy Zegarki wood watch.

 

However, I think the compaby saw a potential candidate and ai was not able to fit in the position. I just jnow it as they have not called me since. I am now looking ay job openings in other companies and I am praying that they will call me for an interview. I am very excited to work in the corporate world since ai have been looking for a job for quite some time now. I dream to become a marketing manager one day of a known brand because it is my paasion.  Please wish me luck guys!

 

A fan serum

I am a big fan of this specific Vitamin c serum for face. Yes, people have actually told me that I glow, which I do not believe, until I look at myself in the mirror and I see it too. Yeah, I’ve been so used to being ugly and feeling bad about my skin that when people complimented I think that they’re insulting me at first, and then I realized that it probably does look good. And then I look at myself in the mirror and I feel so much confidence and that carries over for days and days and days until I just get used to feeling and looking good, but then I’m still taking off guard when people complimented because I just went through so many years of having bad skin. It’s certainly an up-and-down type of thing, doesn’t it sound like it but there’s no denying that my skin is looking and feeling better than it ever has, there’s literally no denying it, I had scars that used to be way more severe, acne scars, that had just been making me feel so bad about the way that I looked for so long, and now they’re almost gone. They at least are hidden by the health of the rest of my skin, which isn’t affected by the same lack of Health that cause the acne scars and has existed since, it’s not like I didn’t take care of my skin, it’s just such a losing battle, and you end up buying so many different expensive products and some of them work for one thing and not the other thing, some of them get rid of acne but dry out your skin and cause scarring on the acne that gets rid of, things like that.